Been feeling out of control with my life lately. For the past month, honestly.
I've had to deal with a bunch of extra expenses (a VERY unexpected tax bill because the government wasn't withholding enough, lots of expenses with adopting a cat, repairs to my car, renting another car while my car's in the shop), plus general stress (I've got a cold or something, I'm a first-time cat owner so I keep worrying if he's eating/drinking/entertained enough, I'm traveling to my cousin's wedding this weekend), plus just... not managing my life very well (I've got a pile of laundry to wash and another to put away, a dishwasher to unload and reload, a bunch of stuff I need to donate, a bunch of stuff I need to haul down to the dumpster...)
On top of all that, I'm trying to exercise more and was going to run after work today, but it's raining and I know I'm just going to be like, "oh I guess I'll just sit in bed with the cat" instead of even trying to do some form of exercise.
AND I have this constant low-grade feeling of "there's something you should be doing that you aren't doing", which at least at work is probably due to the fact that we've moved from a highly structured part of our project (actually getting all the pieces implemented and tested) to a more freeform one (regression testing, migrating data, random bug fixes), and I'm terrible at managing my time.
I just wanna curl up in a blanket and sleep for six years and play videogames and not have to do things.
I dunno. I'm sure it'll all clear up in a week or so once my car's fixed and I'm feeling less crappy, but right now it's annoying.
I generally forget to say, so if it's relevant and I don't mention it--I'm from Southern Michigan and speak Inland North American English. Yes, I have the Northern Cities Vowel Shift; no, I don't have the cot-caught merger; and it is called pop.